And once again...

My hopes and dreams was shattered. Destroyed in an instant.

I was hoping she'd choose me, but at the same time I knew that she wouldn't.

People never choose me. For anything, much less love.

It boggles my mind, shatters my heart and rips my soul apart.

I'm still totally sure that she's the one for me. That she's the one I'm gonna spend my life with.

I just need to get the timing right, and therein lies the problem.

For some reason we (me and her) allways get in touch with these feelings when it's the most unsuitable time.

Seemed like it would work this time though. Seemed like everything was finally adding up to the answer I wanted.

But no.

I don't blame her though. I don't blame anyone.

I'll just have to get a grip on myself again and start using my head again, cuz my heart's been broken like a glass bowl dropped on a stone.

I'll just pick up the broken pieces of my heart and hope someone somewhere can fix it.

And I'll try to piece my soul together again and pray it'll never happen again. Although I know it will...

Now, I wanna dedicate these lines from the song "Here Without You" by 3 doors down, to her.

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think a bout you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me

I still love yo, baby. I always will...